this won't be a long one
Hi Kids.
I'm alive. Sort of.
Had a really rough past few weeks, but I think I'm gonna make it.
I've got a lot of essays to write when I get back, but I'll be alright, I think.
Life just gets out of hand sometimes and I want to run away until I can hold onto it again.
I have days where I freak out, I'm sorry. I don't want to burden you. I know you try and understand, but I also know you and I don't process change (and well, life in general) the same way... and I probably sound absolutely childish to you.
I can't help that I've only lived in one place all my life, and change and I do not function together well. Or much at all. I never learned how to deal with change as a child, because my life was fairly stable and unchanging. Now, I'm a basketcase when something as simple as moving across town comes along. I've never understood how to roll with the punches.
Sorry.
But I just wanted to say... I miss you. All of you. It's scary to be without you.
I'm alive. Sort of.
Had a really rough past few weeks, but I think I'm gonna make it.
I've got a lot of essays to write when I get back, but I'll be alright, I think.
Life just gets out of hand sometimes and I want to run away until I can hold onto it again.
I have days where I freak out, I'm sorry. I don't want to burden you. I know you try and understand, but I also know you and I don't process change (and well, life in general) the same way... and I probably sound absolutely childish to you.
I can't help that I've only lived in one place all my life, and change and I do not function together well. Or much at all. I never learned how to deal with change as a child, because my life was fairly stable and unchanging. Now, I'm a basketcase when something as simple as moving across town comes along. I've never understood how to roll with the punches.
Sorry.
But I just wanted to say... I miss you. All of you. It's scary to be without you.