Puppy-sittin'-animal-lovin'-full-house-o'-love-life
I guess I have waited long enough to write, and even then, I'm not all that motivated to write... just thought I'd put my voice back out there. I don't have a computer anymore, and very limited internet access (pretty much whenever I'm at my mom's or at Amber's...right now it's Amber's mom, she's out of town and we're dog-sitting...) So Amber and I have been living together since about November, and though it was tough for a while there (financially more or less) we both just got great new jobs with a great schedule, our NO PET apartment is FILLED with freaking animals (and love) and I couldn't be happier. There's been ups and downs, and I'm kinda glad because it only shows me that in even only 7 months we have come to form a relationship that feels like a lifetime, and yet we share the same passion and tingly feelings we did when we first met. Spent all night rearranging heavy ass furniture in our little ass apartment (I am so sore) and now it just looks funky, but cool... and we'll prolly move it all again. I can't even begin to fill everyone in on that last couple of months since I wrote last, but all that's important to me right here and now, is that we're happy, we're doing good, and we foresee no reason not to stay that way, in fact, we work everyday to keep it that way... and truthfully, most the time it doesn't even involve any amount of trying, it just happens to work out naturally, every day, we're happy, in love and appreciate what we have now- what we've never had before- and what we'll fight to the death to keep. The love, the laughs, the tears when the world turns away and we only have one another to comfort us... it's been like a dream come true, really, and it has been for 7 months... and will continue to be forever. I'm sure she'd agree and feel the same way about this thinking it's her with all the luck, but I truly am the lucky one, blessed to have found my soul mate. It just makes it that much better that we have 3 cats, 2 hamsters, a ferrett and a fish. :) All the more love... and when we do have kids (hopefully in just a few years) there will be even more love. Just that one look, and an instant falling-in-love phenomenom, and here with are filled and surrounded by love... it's amazing. Well, we are getting ready to curl up and watch some TV with her daughter, Dlorah (she's staying the night with us here because Amber's ex said we could, and she hasn't seen her since like before Christmas...) and we brought the ferret, Pika, with us... so I better give him some loving too. The cats were fed and have plenty of water until tomorrow when we go back over there to clean so my mom can come over Sunday and we can make her dinner... so Mannan, Nemean and Tira are okay, and we left Isis and Pandora (the hamsters) with enough of everything so they'll be good until tomorrow, and the fish is well, a fish... he'll be fine. Okay, so hi to everyone, I'm still around, even though I don't have a cell at the moment, or a computer to frequently check my mail... but you can email or whatever and as soon as I get it, I'll write back. Or if you need to talk, I can use Amber's cell and when I finally replace the freakin' ass stupid phone that I dropped in water and started fucking up a month later, then I will let you all know. :) K... that's all for now... I guess I should just leave it at that. Love is all around me, and I'm sending my love to you.