Aug 23, 2005 16:21
Well I was at my dads for the last 5 days...it was pretty fun. I had to sleep on an air mattress buit thats ok:) The dad had to sleep sownstairs too...well i cant sleep when hes snooring louder then me...Really loud! and then as soon as i would finally get to sleep he would hit me with his giant man hand cuz hed roll over. Lol but i really didnt mind though....but i thought i was litterally going insane though. Like once every year or so....my brain will go retarded. I remember the first year it would do it...i lived on Dunsdon street and across from my bed i had my tiger poster (its of a tigers face up close) Well my brain went stupid and it felt like the room was spinning....my eues felt weird and then when i looked in the mirror..my head looked reallu small campared to my body...i layed back down and i stared at this poster...well it looked like the walls were getting closer and closer...and the poster was getting bigger..i was so scared(this was like 6 years ago)i told my mom...and no one believed me. Well the other night, i was trying to sleep, and no matter how much i tried i couldnt get car parts out of my head,I was thinknig about putting a car together, there was red lined all over my vision...and measurements..I kept looking around and trying t think of other things but nothing workied...Everytime i tried to move or something it would be totally overexaggerated. Like i went to roll over and i evded up throwing myself around like an idiot...I dont know what was wrong with me..I stood up and i felt like i was shaking all over...i felt angry and if it wasnt my dads house i wouldve broke something...Then i went upstairs...and instantly fell asleep in morgans bed(she didnt come to dads). I think maybe i had a weed plant or something growing in my head.Thats why i dont want to do drugs or anything...because i would most likely get so violent it wouldnt be funny.Plus id probably kill myself because while i was doing all that the ther night...my wrist started hurting and i was punching it and digging at it with my nails...Something is wrong with me...and its scary.
But other then that the trip to mu dads was pretty fun. We didnt do much but i just like spending time with my dad:) We went to Jumbo on Friday night and i got Tekken4 (which i almosy broke because that game is so unfair strength wise i almost snapped it in half..And i saw Brandon working and stuff(i gave him a high five because he uses the broom) Lol and i saw Tyler there too...i talked to him for a while..and my dad met him..unfortunatly i didnt shower that day...and thats when i see all my friends...lovely.Then me and my dad bought some groceries...then went home. I played some games all weekend(Guilty Gear X2 so maybe i can beat Tyler one time,i can onlu beat him when hes Testament and he sucks with him.Testament is my character) but yea...me and my dad put up some hydro wires and stuff...but yea We talked about if he moved to Brantford Id live at his house instead.And he told me that he was unhappy with Pam, and hes thinking about finishing his garage and then seling the house and going his seperate way. But yea...i dunno. I like the garage that dad built..its as big as his house.It holds 2 cars, our 26 foot long boat,my Triumph TR7, 2 lawnmowers,and some junk..plus all the normal garage stuff..He could live it if he wanted.I dunno i dont like Pam,but i like it how dad lives kinda far...i like driving there...more anticipation i guess...But oh well. He can do whatever he wants. Maybe he'll move to Brantford and ill live there for a while. Thats all i have to say for now...
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