Grr!
There comes a time when your eyes start to open after being closed for so long and you think, "What am I doing here? What happened to the past few months of my life? Who and why is there someone next to me right now What happened to the people I love?"
Then you check up on everyone and realise how much of an idiot you have been and lost some of the closest people you have ever loved, all for a crazy little ... I have missed so much in people's lives and lost myself as well as held those that I truely love at an arm's distance, if not further.
My eyes are open now and I'm ready to accept the concequences of everything that this crazy person has done but I must hope that those that are further then arm's length will be able to understand. I don't know what I was thinking but all I know is that this has to be over and I have to get my life and my dreams back in check, and most importantly, my friends.
Then you check up on everyone and realise how much of an idiot you have been and lost some of the closest people you have ever loved, all for a crazy little ... I have missed so much in people's lives and lost myself as well as held those that I truely love at an arm's distance, if not further.
My eyes are open now and I'm ready to accept the concequences of everything that this crazy person has done but I must hope that those that are further then arm's length will be able to understand. I don't know what I was thinking but all I know is that this has to be over and I have to get my life and my dreams back in check, and most importantly, my friends.