selfish banana

May 12, 2008 00:08

I had to do this self review thing for work. It was annoying and irrelevant to my life. I bullshit it and leave a very sarcastic comment in it just to see if anyone actually reads the things. I've decided to actually review myself on more relevant things. Personality, Looks, Opinions, etc. All which conflict each other and make no sense and initially mean that i'm incapable of reviewing myself. Ultimately, to be completely fair mainly to myself, I have come to the conclusion that me and most people alike, are just too complicated.

I do spend most of my time straining my brain matter to understand the complex organisms, people, around me. Knowing that it's pretty much impossible I do it anyway. I have decided I need to focus more on myself. I need to know more about me.

Things about me are way more complicated than people know. I have many secret secrets. I have odd dreams and aspirations. I conflict those dreams and aspirations with my morals and my self esteem. There are other things I just don't know how to explain them properly. Over the next few weeks I figure I will try to devote my time to only reflecting on my own actions and thoughts and reactions and responses.

Hopefully this will all lead to some better understanding of the strangers around me but mainly myself.

:)
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