Looking For Date
So yeah, I finally got the answer from Ben to my "are we dating?" question. It was a no, a nice one, but still a no. I've been preparing myself for it since Saturday, so I didn't break down and cry (that was Saturday). Normally, I'd feel depressed right about, even though I'm used to getting turned by guys and girls by now. I guess all that prep work really worked. I feel proud of myself, actually.
Won a writing contest with one of my poems. Still don't know which one, because I haven't got the damn award letter yet (I was supposed to be 'notified' by the 31st, and it's a wee bit past that now >_< ). Wait, did I already brag about the contest already? I dunno. I may not be crying from the no, but I do feel kinda weak and tired.
I kinda didn't want another all-alone Valentine's Day. Guess I don't have much choice. Nobody around here would want to date me. Yeah, I guess I am a little depressed. It's allowed though, right?
Won a writing contest with one of my poems. Still don't know which one, because I haven't got the damn award letter yet (I was supposed to be 'notified' by the 31st, and it's a wee bit past that now >_< ). Wait, did I already brag about the contest already? I dunno. I may not be crying from the no, but I do feel kinda weak and tired.
I kinda didn't want another all-alone Valentine's Day. Guess I don't have much choice. Nobody around here would want to date me. Yeah, I guess I am a little depressed. It's allowed though, right?