She's Actually Starting To Update This Thing Again!
So, my bipolar has been kicking my ass lately. I fucked up in school because of it, and I think I'm about to be temporarily kicked out for a year. >_< But I hope they do, because I need that time to get my act together. I need to get my pills straight, and work on my mental faults, I need to get up before the sun goes down on a daily basis, and I need to exercise to get more energy instead of chugging Coke Zero like it's going out of style. I need to read more, and write more, and play with my Xbox and computer more (to make them worth the cost). Yeah, I need to do a LOT of stuff. I'm not even sure if 1 year is enough. That's a lot of time being spent doing a lot of things. Oh, I almost forgot, I want to finish my blanket. I've been working on it since 7th grade. -_-;
I've decided to read up on my disorders. Right now, I have a book about Borderline, and memoir of a girl with Bipolar. I plan on going online next month (I spent all my money this month at GameStop) and finding more books to read on the subject. It's time I knew exactly what was going on in my head. And it'd be nice to be able to better explain what I have to people that actually give a shit. I'm so very considerate. ^_^
Went on a date on Friday. Was awesome. Very awesome. I hope we have another date soon. For those of you who are completely lost, which is most of you, that crush I had that I mentioned in my last entry was on my friend Ben. Well, the Friday before last, I finally got up the nerve to ask him out, and he said yes! Isn't that great? ^_^ Anyway, we went out last Friday. We were gonna eat Japanese and go bowling, but the Japanese place took too long, so we skipped bowling and went to GameStop instead (which is where I got Lisa, my new Xbox 360). We mostly did a lot of talking, and I learned that he is so damn interesting. He knows all this stuff, completely random stuff that has me at the edge of my seat half the time. I could talk with him for hours. We don't have a definite date scheduled for our second yet, but we were thinking about watching a movie at his place (he hasn't seen Battle Royale!), which would be cool cuz he has a soft'n'comfy bed.
Now, to my Xbox! I love her, I love her, I love her! Even though I've only had her since Friday. I got an extra controller and three games when I bought her. I got Soul Calibur IV, Fallout 3, and Dragon Age: Origins. I haven't played Dragon Age yet, but I adore the other two. Even though they both killed me dead. -_-; Gotta get used to that damn controller. Two joysticks? That's madness! But yeah, I'm gonna try and get better. Got a long way to go, but at least I have my own console to use now (thank you to Slone, who let me game on her Xbox 360 up until now).
Another thing that I bought that has brought much geeky happiness into my life as of late is a butt ton of yaoi. I bought nine different mangas from Yaoi Club, this yaoi website that I found. It's pretty cool. I got all nine from the clearance section, and the $13 mangas were $4 each. Spiff, no? I also bought the last two volumes of Eerie Queerie from a user on Half.com. So much tasty, tasty boy/boy love! *is a happy little fangirl* Though a few that I bought have bits reminiscent of hentai. Oh well, all for the cause of boy/boy love.
I've decided to read up on my disorders. Right now, I have a book about Borderline, and memoir of a girl with Bipolar. I plan on going online next month (I spent all my money this month at GameStop) and finding more books to read on the subject. It's time I knew exactly what was going on in my head. And it'd be nice to be able to better explain what I have to people that actually give a shit. I'm so very considerate. ^_^
Went on a date on Friday. Was awesome. Very awesome. I hope we have another date soon. For those of you who are completely lost, which is most of you, that crush I had that I mentioned in my last entry was on my friend Ben. Well, the Friday before last, I finally got up the nerve to ask him out, and he said yes! Isn't that great? ^_^ Anyway, we went out last Friday. We were gonna eat Japanese and go bowling, but the Japanese place took too long, so we skipped bowling and went to GameStop instead (which is where I got Lisa, my new Xbox 360). We mostly did a lot of talking, and I learned that he is so damn interesting. He knows all this stuff, completely random stuff that has me at the edge of my seat half the time. I could talk with him for hours. We don't have a definite date scheduled for our second yet, but we were thinking about watching a movie at his place (he hasn't seen Battle Royale!), which would be cool cuz he has a soft'n'comfy bed.
Now, to my Xbox! I love her, I love her, I love her! Even though I've only had her since Friday. I got an extra controller and three games when I bought her. I got Soul Calibur IV, Fallout 3, and Dragon Age: Origins. I haven't played Dragon Age yet, but I adore the other two. Even though they both killed me dead. -_-; Gotta get used to that damn controller. Two joysticks? That's madness! But yeah, I'm gonna try and get better. Got a long way to go, but at least I have my own console to use now (thank you to Slone, who let me game on her Xbox 360 up until now).
Another thing that I bought that has brought much geeky happiness into my life as of late is a butt ton of yaoi. I bought nine different mangas from Yaoi Club, this yaoi website that I found. It's pretty cool. I got all nine from the clearance section, and the $13 mangas were $4 each. Spiff, no? I also bought the last two volumes of Eerie Queerie from a user on Half.com. So much tasty, tasty boy/boy love! *is a happy little fangirl* Though a few that I bought have bits reminiscent of hentai. Oh well, all for the cause of boy/boy love.