"I desire the things which will destroy me in the end" - Sylvia Plath

[valosgirlqueenb]

I regret the decision to change my dosage. The pain and anxiety that goes with it while my body adjusts is absolutely not worth it. I feel like my teeth are about to all crack at any second from clenching so much and my resting heart rate was at 130BPM this morning when I woke up. I wonder if things will ever get any better or if this is it?

Stop the ride, I want to get off.