"I speak of a clinical depression that is the background of your entire life"
"A background of anguish and anxiety, a sense that nothing goes well, that pleasure is unavailable and all your strategies collapse" -Leonard Cohen
So first day on the new dose is going exactly as expected. I have the nausea and visual disturbances of a migraine building with out the exhaustion that generally comes with it. My ears are ringing, I can't stop clenching and grinding my teeth which is definitely contributing. I've given up on sleeping naturally tonight, I'm just way too restless to even gets still. I took a zopiclone a couple of hours ago and I can definitely taste that it's in my system, hopefully it's going to knock me out when I turn this off and settle down for the night.
This could be a long week or even 2 weeks, it's been much more unpleasant the last few times. Maybe I'll be lucky and the intrusive thoughts will be easier to ignore.
That's all I have to say, I guess. I only really have medical stuff in my life right now.
So first day on the new dose is going exactly as expected. I have the nausea and visual disturbances of a migraine building with out the exhaustion that generally comes with it. My ears are ringing, I can't stop clenching and grinding my teeth which is definitely contributing. I've given up on sleeping naturally tonight, I'm just way too restless to even gets still. I took a zopiclone a couple of hours ago and I can definitely taste that it's in my system, hopefully it's going to knock me out when I turn this off and settle down for the night.
This could be a long week or even 2 weeks, it's been much more unpleasant the last few times. Maybe I'll be lucky and the intrusive thoughts will be easier to ignore.
That's all I have to say, I guess. I only really have medical stuff in my life right now.