wow! what a difference...
My life is going to be completely different in about a month. It's really crazy. I'm going to have a real job, free school, my first actuarial exam passed (hopefully), and a couple other wild pursuits are in progress. I feel like I'm ready to be a real person. I don't know how it happened.
I've been having the time of my life lately. It's going to be so hard to leave applebee's. I've met so many amazing people because of that job. It's a little awkward too because there's certain people that you just accept the relationship you have with them as only existing in that time frame. I mean, I guess I could hang out with a fifty year old woman, but it's just different now. I know there's a lot of people that I will talk to forever, but there's some that I'm going to lose, just because that's how it has to be. I know I bring something to that place that no one else does. I know I'm going to cry. It's inevitable. I had to go eventually though..
Aside from just the people I work with, I have all these people that come in just to see me. I have bar guests that love me and that's just really great. I realized it more today. I picked up a host shift for my brother and at any given moment someone that had come in was just standing there talking to me. I like that people refer to me as their favorite bartender. I hope people come in for my last day.
I've been having a really bizarre issue lately. This one came completely out of left field. I am cautious and confused. I don't remember being so caught off guard by myself. I mean, I guess we'll see what happens. I'm very let it ride... but I think this mind state might not work out so well in this situation.
I think the AC visits need to stop for awhile. At least not twice a week. I'm on a losing streak. No good. I had a really good time last night though. I'm totally not that girl that likes to be the only girl, but somehow it always happens. I never even realize how outnumbered I am. I'm always the girl that every guy's girlfriend is cool with. That's good because I really hate when people cheat and that just makes it easy all around. I though I was just a not girl around jackson township...but apparently the rule is in effect worldwide. I need to meet a girl that will play spanish21 with me.
Gross sidenote: Somehow I ended up curled up on a hotel bed at the gallery with a hoodie on covering my face to avoid contact with disgusting sex juices. Gross. I will never let spencer decide where we are going again.
I just really want to keep having a good time until jan 2nd. That's when I start the new job, so I feel like I have a limited amount of time to be an idiot. Help me be an idiot!
I've been having the time of my life lately. It's going to be so hard to leave applebee's. I've met so many amazing people because of that job. It's a little awkward too because there's certain people that you just accept the relationship you have with them as only existing in that time frame. I mean, I guess I could hang out with a fifty year old woman, but it's just different now. I know there's a lot of people that I will talk to forever, but there's some that I'm going to lose, just because that's how it has to be. I know I bring something to that place that no one else does. I know I'm going to cry. It's inevitable. I had to go eventually though..
Aside from just the people I work with, I have all these people that come in just to see me. I have bar guests that love me and that's just really great. I realized it more today. I picked up a host shift for my brother and at any given moment someone that had come in was just standing there talking to me. I like that people refer to me as their favorite bartender. I hope people come in for my last day.
I've been having a really bizarre issue lately. This one came completely out of left field. I am cautious and confused. I don't remember being so caught off guard by myself. I mean, I guess we'll see what happens. I'm very let it ride... but I think this mind state might not work out so well in this situation.
I think the AC visits need to stop for awhile. At least not twice a week. I'm on a losing streak. No good. I had a really good time last night though. I'm totally not that girl that likes to be the only girl, but somehow it always happens. I never even realize how outnumbered I am. I'm always the girl that every guy's girlfriend is cool with. That's good because I really hate when people cheat and that just makes it easy all around. I though I was just a not girl around jackson township...but apparently the rule is in effect worldwide. I need to meet a girl that will play spanish21 with me.
Gross sidenote: Somehow I ended up curled up on a hotel bed at the gallery with a hoodie on covering my face to avoid contact with disgusting sex juices. Gross. I will never let spencer decide where we are going again.
I just really want to keep having a good time until jan 2nd. That's when I start the new job, so I feel like I have a limited amount of time to be an idiot. Help me be an idiot!