::GAHHHHH::
wanna know something?
im in love. i am! i have been for a while, and i love it, too. it's hard hiding the way i feel, because sometimes you just don't feel like talking about it, even when it makes you the happiest person in the world. sometimes people just don't need to know exactly what makes your smile shine like the sun.
well, now you know...
it bothers me that people make judgements. it bothers me that some people can't just say hooray and good luck to someone who is trying to be happy. and it bothers me to think that certain people have been labeled as unable to change, or unable to see things for what they are.
people get written of for things they've done that they really regret. i hate that.
believe me, when you put together all the insults and jeering that one person gets in a lifetime, it doesn't really make that person look like the jerk anymore. it makes everyone else looks like the bullies.
think about the things you say. just because the person isn't around, doesn't eman it doesn't hurt me just as much.
that is why i will never make fun of someone for the relationship they have with someone. i've learned that people are happy with each other for different reasons. and believe me, THEY DONT CARE if you like what they have or not. sure, they may ask your advice, but that doesn't mean they're obligated to take it. what they want is each other, and good for them!
basically, what i'm saying is, i love every one of you, but i also want to feel like i'm where i belong. i hate the jokes, i hate the insults, i hate the stabs people take when i know they're just trying to help. but i hate it.
it's time for me to do something.
someone recently told me that i have the biggest heart they know.
well, it's breaking. i want to be able to care about everyone, and not just the ones who my friends approve of. and i will be with who i want to, because it's my life and not anyone else's.
so there. <3
im in love. i am! i have been for a while, and i love it, too. it's hard hiding the way i feel, because sometimes you just don't feel like talking about it, even when it makes you the happiest person in the world. sometimes people just don't need to know exactly what makes your smile shine like the sun.
well, now you know...
it bothers me that people make judgements. it bothers me that some people can't just say hooray and good luck to someone who is trying to be happy. and it bothers me to think that certain people have been labeled as unable to change, or unable to see things for what they are.
people get written of for things they've done that they really regret. i hate that.
believe me, when you put together all the insults and jeering that one person gets in a lifetime, it doesn't really make that person look like the jerk anymore. it makes everyone else looks like the bullies.
think about the things you say. just because the person isn't around, doesn't eman it doesn't hurt me just as much.
that is why i will never make fun of someone for the relationship they have with someone. i've learned that people are happy with each other for different reasons. and believe me, THEY DONT CARE if you like what they have or not. sure, they may ask your advice, but that doesn't mean they're obligated to take it. what they want is each other, and good for them!
basically, what i'm saying is, i love every one of you, but i also want to feel like i'm where i belong. i hate the jokes, i hate the insults, i hate the stabs people take when i know they're just trying to help. but i hate it.
it's time for me to do something.
someone recently told me that i have the biggest heart they know.
well, it's breaking. i want to be able to care about everyone, and not just the ones who my friends approve of. and i will be with who i want to, because it's my life and not anyone else's.
so there. <3