::god, when will it stop?::
the first of my friends are leaving.
i'm the type of person who can't stand being around things that make me sad, or think too deeply about something. i do love my friends with all my heart, but my mind is a mess.
maybe if i just pretend they're not leaving, if i avoid it, it wont hurt as bad.
i feel like im about to throw up. the first weekend i have that actually seems to go alright for me, and its already messed up.
how do you make a decision in a lose-lose situation?
and how do you wait around for something that probably isn't going to come?
sugar, i'm going down.
i'm the type of person who can't stand being around things that make me sad, or think too deeply about something. i do love my friends with all my heart, but my mind is a mess.
maybe if i just pretend they're not leaving, if i avoid it, it wont hurt as bad.
i feel like im about to throw up. the first weekend i have that actually seems to go alright for me, and its already messed up.
how do you make a decision in a lose-lose situation?
and how do you wait around for something that probably isn't going to come?
sugar, i'm going down.