Outings!!
So today was actually spent doing something that didn't involve fighting or cowering (finally). We went shopping for some new clothes today and I finally got Danny to try on something that wasn't the same old tired colors! Misha also picked out quite a beautiful dress, very Lolita-esque. I got a new outfit too, but it was really tight and hard to walk in at first, and I think it shows too much leg (not that that's ever a bad thing). I used the earrings that Vlad got me last time I saw him, though I don't know why I didn't pitch them somewhere. Even thinking about Vlad now makes me vaguely repulsed, especially when HE appeared as him. I think I'll keep them though: they look really good with the outfit!
Danny looked really good today, but I'm ignoring that. IGNORING it. Just like I'm ignoring whatever it is he's keeping from me. I made a vow to help him, protect him, make sure he doesn't get hurt, and I can't do that if I'm fawning over him. Still, maybe one day, when we're not fearing for our lives and he can tell me things. I'll tell him. I just don't know when that day will happen. He has his secrets, and I have mine.
Constant vigilance,I guess.
Danny looked really good today, but I'm ignoring that. IGNORING it. Just like I'm ignoring whatever it is he's keeping from me. I made a vow to help him, protect him, make sure he doesn't get hurt, and I can't do that if I'm fawning over him. Still, maybe one day, when we're not fearing for our lives and he can tell me things. I'll tell him. I just don't know when that day will happen. He has his secrets, and I have mine.
Constant vigilance,I guess.