Eep.

[valentine214sj]

I just got home from Sara's. We had a lot of fun..I'll write about that tomorrow tho.

I dunno why, but I'm all of the sudden feeling really depressed. I'm almost crying, and I just..I dunno. I'm in one of my I wanna go to sleep to get away moods. I know what I wanna get away from..but I just wanna stop thinking. I still have a lot of homework to do that I've been putting off, but I don't think I'll do it. Not in the mood. I guess I really should care about it, but I don't..I just wanna do what I wanna do..and that's it. School sucks. Two more weeks. I really needa bring up my grades. :o( I don't want my mom to be disappointed in me.

Ah. I wish I was still at Sara's. I always have a lot of fun with her. We biked far and got hit on by a 23 year old. He was nice looking..beautiful eyes..too bad they were contacts.

I feel very unattractive. I need to lose more weight. :o/

I'm feeling really lonely..ugh.

In other news, I'm getting a bike so I can go places. :o) I might just use my dad's until I get one. Now, where am I to go? Hah.

:o/ I want to smile..but I feel like crying. :o(

I'm gonna stop bitching now.