Completely Insane.
That is how I have been lately. Insane. It is partly my fault because I have been on an organizational kick. I have reorganized an entire section of my apartment. The last thing I have to do is reorganize the cupboards in the kitchen. I organized them when we moved in, but I decided that I don't like where a few of the things are because the baby is getting into them.
Last night, I was on a complete lonely emotional spiral. Bill has had a lot of extra work, and I needed someone to talk to. I know it sounds totally pathetic, but I called 3 people to talk, and one by one, they all said they had to call me right back and then not one called me. It was weird because for the first time in a long time I actually felt like I was not important to anyone. But it has passed. I know that everyone was probably just busy, and that it was just coincidental that no one could call back all on the same night.
So, I decided that I would spend an incredible amount of time at Meijer. I walked around...meandered if you will, and was totally lost in thought. It was very boring and non exciting.
I eventually, called my sister and we talked about wedding plans, and that made things much better. She had time to listen to why I was frustrated, and sympathized with me, and I cannot tell her how much I appreciate her for that. I needed to laugh and relax.
Today, I am working on getting caught up at work, and then I am off to TBC. Where I will drink Sangria and eat delicious food while we watch Little Women!! Yay!
Last night, I was on a complete lonely emotional spiral. Bill has had a lot of extra work, and I needed someone to talk to. I know it sounds totally pathetic, but I called 3 people to talk, and one by one, they all said they had to call me right back and then not one called me. It was weird because for the first time in a long time I actually felt like I was not important to anyone. But it has passed. I know that everyone was probably just busy, and that it was just coincidental that no one could call back all on the same night.
So, I decided that I would spend an incredible amount of time at Meijer. I walked around...meandered if you will, and was totally lost in thought. It was very boring and non exciting.
I eventually, called my sister and we talked about wedding plans, and that made things much better. She had time to listen to why I was frustrated, and sympathized with me, and I cannot tell her how much I appreciate her for that. I needed to laugh and relax.
Today, I am working on getting caught up at work, and then I am off to TBC. Where I will drink Sangria and eat delicious food while we watch Little Women!! Yay!