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sand castles versus rising tide...
can't wait until break. poorly designed curricula do not inspire me.
birthday was non-spectacular... i was in studio mostly. got one present plus mom's bizzaro-land.
im cold. the bathtub is small and unappealingly unclean, i had too much tea today already, there are no cuddle candidates available, human or feline... i was fighting the urge all day to randomly cuddle attack my friends. seriously, addiction. it was an incredibly uncharacteristic 60* december day; i took a nap earlier during class break in a patch of sunlight on the studio floor.
sleep is the best thing i can do... but working all day every day is so unrewarding, i don't want to sleep yet. i miss yoga and music. being in a band was a lot of fun. i feel like i'm regressing. probably just bc i haven't been taking my meds regularly, and missed a lot of doses recently. bad call. i know. my life is too messy! frust!
twelve more days. can you believe that? i should probably buy a ticket to visit meg before she leaves for peru.. i don't exactly want to. i'd love to spend time with her, no strings, no obligations, no people i barely know, no endless church-going...
sigh.
can't wait until break. poorly designed curricula do not inspire me.
birthday was non-spectacular... i was in studio mostly. got one present plus mom's bizzaro-land.
im cold. the bathtub is small and unappealingly unclean, i had too much tea today already, there are no cuddle candidates available, human or feline... i was fighting the urge all day to randomly cuddle attack my friends. seriously, addiction. it was an incredibly uncharacteristic 60* december day; i took a nap earlier during class break in a patch of sunlight on the studio floor.
sleep is the best thing i can do... but working all day every day is so unrewarding, i don't want to sleep yet. i miss yoga and music. being in a band was a lot of fun. i feel like i'm regressing. probably just bc i haven't been taking my meds regularly, and missed a lot of doses recently. bad call. i know. my life is too messy! frust!
twelve more days. can you believe that? i should probably buy a ticket to visit meg before she leaves for peru.. i don't exactly want to. i'd love to spend time with her, no strings, no obligations, no people i barely know, no endless church-going...
sigh.