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today i freaked out on the nurse in the voodoo clinic because after waiting an hour just to get a note from the doctor i had had about enough bullshit. also, i hate my job, my classes are kicking my ass, and im pretty much back to wanting to die.
i have no true friends. no one that i can just go hang out with for no reason, maybe mike, possibly cameron, but those are not positives. i just want someone i can just sit around with and do nothing with... where did all my buddies like that go? oh wait, i remember, i moved.
my sex class is thus far interesting. out of the 20 people in my small discussion group there are 4 of us that are not embarrassed to same the words penis, vagina, coitus, vulva, etc, plus their "slang", out loud. of the 4, 3 boys and me. stupid prude girls.
i have a statistics test friday, which im probably going to fail. i have a policy law test tuesday, which im probably going to mediocre on, i have a family dynamics test also on tuesday, which im probably going to fail.
i hate my job, did i say that already. wait, no, edit, i hate working for belinda. i like what my job is if i only had to do what is listed under my job title, if i only had to take responsibility for my job, i hate it because i get yelled out when someone else makes a mess in my area. which is bullshit. i hate being belindas bitch... but im probably going to end up having to sue her in the next several weeks, because she's probably going to fire me because i cant work overnight, and i can't work overnight due to the fact that im sickly, and disrupting my sleep schedule makes me a very very sick little girl.
i need to find another job. i might get a job working on research for Dr. Topham in my dept, however, its weekend only in tulsa, not very condusive to my working schedule. and i'll probably be working at the costume shop the 11 days before halloween... and i can work at the woodland store with ginger on fall break, thanksgiving, and christmas... so.. it should be okay, right.
i just dont have any money. please, fuck katrina, donate to the kim needs to make it through college fund without offing herself.
i have no true friends. no one that i can just go hang out with for no reason, maybe mike, possibly cameron, but those are not positives. i just want someone i can just sit around with and do nothing with... where did all my buddies like that go? oh wait, i remember, i moved.
my sex class is thus far interesting. out of the 20 people in my small discussion group there are 4 of us that are not embarrassed to same the words penis, vagina, coitus, vulva, etc, plus their "slang", out loud. of the 4, 3 boys and me. stupid prude girls.
i have a statistics test friday, which im probably going to fail. i have a policy law test tuesday, which im probably going to mediocre on, i have a family dynamics test also on tuesday, which im probably going to fail.
i hate my job, did i say that already. wait, no, edit, i hate working for belinda. i like what my job is if i only had to do what is listed under my job title, if i only had to take responsibility for my job, i hate it because i get yelled out when someone else makes a mess in my area. which is bullshit. i hate being belindas bitch... but im probably going to end up having to sue her in the next several weeks, because she's probably going to fire me because i cant work overnight, and i can't work overnight due to the fact that im sickly, and disrupting my sleep schedule makes me a very very sick little girl.
i need to find another job. i might get a job working on research for Dr. Topham in my dept, however, its weekend only in tulsa, not very condusive to my working schedule. and i'll probably be working at the costume shop the 11 days before halloween... and i can work at the woodland store with ginger on fall break, thanksgiving, and christmas... so.. it should be okay, right.
i just dont have any money. please, fuck katrina, donate to the kim needs to make it through college fund without offing herself.