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I think that I have come up with an actual, comprehensible plan for moving. I don't want to jinx it by talking about it, but I had an actual moment of clarity last night while sitting wallowing in my depressed state. I won't say what it is, but it actually involves quitting the poll. This has been the hardest thing I had to do, and I never thought that i would ever quit a job without starting another one, but I have to take a chance.
I have been talking a lot of bullshit the last year or so about moving, but the security of having this job has really hindered me, but this feels situation feels more and more wrong everyday. So things have to change, and unfortunately I have to stop being so chicken shit and change them. After Aug. 8, I'll know where I stand. I guess that's the first step, having an actual deadline.
I have been talking a lot of bullshit the last year or so about moving, but the security of having this job has really hindered me, but this feels situation feels more and more wrong everyday. So things have to change, and unfortunately I have to stop being so chicken shit and change them. After Aug. 8, I'll know where I stand. I guess that's the first step, having an actual deadline.