Aug 18, 2008 14:46
last night i finally filled out my paper journal that darbrielle and i bought back in january. i felt accomplished at the time and even bragged about it to her but now i just need a new journal. >.>
whoever thought it was a good plan to close the closest most accessible target needs to be shot.
that sentence basically just told you what kind of a mood i'm in.
been feeling a bit like wasted space since sometime last night and i can't figure out why.
i sat down to work on my lpfe fic and didn't write a fucking word.
i don't know what's up with this mood, or where it came from, but i'm displeased about it.
today marks the second consecutive month without a period. my uterus fails. i am unhappy about having to go to the doctor so they can just put me on hormones again [i hate them].
last night, was reading through my paper journal and found all this shit about brittany and well.. that never ends well. i wish i could like, just let her be and not have to cause her so much confusion all the time.
over the past few days, for whatever reason, i've been feeling really regretful that i didn't go to projekt revolution this year.
i want to rename my lj. but the token is 15 bucks. i don't know if it's actually worth that price.
i've been having really vivid fantasies about bdsm relationships. fascinating, i'm sure.
bah. i have nothing worth saying.
bdsm,
writing,
linkin park,
fail,
mike shinoda lulz,
menstruation,
brittany