day 21: it seems we never take the time to do all the things we want to
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since my day started off like this,
i was utterly sure it would be a shit day and that i'd be in a shit mood all day. i called my mom to complain about the noise, partially because she was the only person i know to be awake at 9 fucking 30 am. and partially because if i don't call her to complain about some shit i probably won't call her at all. and she likes daily calls from me. i kind of like them too.
this started at 7 am and went on until 5pm. i left my room because wouldn't you know it's the closest to the actual construction site. sit in the living room for a long while, watchign csi: miami on disc, until the fuckign machines outside made the picture on the tv fuck up. unfortunately, it's till doing that shit. not cool. needless to say, i was pissed.
later, i decided to take some pics from my window because i knew i wasn't leaving my room to take photos.
then i remembered mina's request to see my rainbow things.
halo i bought at pride two years ago, i think. actually, it might have been sf pride last year. i don't remember. >.>
my light-up boa, rainbow tie, flag, balls that bobo sent me that i randomly have around my room.
disco balls! i love them!
as i was taking these photos, i was captioning them in my head, as i have done for the past 21 days.
i was thinking about how much i love rainbows and bright colors in general, and how deceptive that is because i'm so sad so often. almost like i use my brightness to try to outshine the darkness i feel so much.
like i use rainbows and the like to make people think i'm happier than i am.
extravagance, bright colors, big and showy and shiny things, all to decorate the emptiness.
i don't know. i'm being ridiculous, i'm sure.
i heart mina.
patches i have yet to apply to anything.
kitty.
rainbow star candle
scarf, belt, purse
bows!!!!!!!
ella and red asked me to post my favorite books and i thought about it for a while, wondering what i would use. but the more i thought about it, the more i realized that i really don't read books that often. that i prefer fanfics and yaoi manga. and that these are all of the books i have for pleasure.
and the rest are books for class i never sold back. most of the ones on the left i haven't read all the way through, but have started and thus enjoyed so far.
most of these aren't mine.
box sets ftw.
earring made for me a year and a half ago by krystelle.
we also had matching rings. that i bought for us.
people look at my rainbows and think it must have taken so much to get what i have. but honestly most of it's shit i picked up at spencer's, hot topic, or other random places over the years, added up.
i used to write in every color i think in..
bathing suit i bought at mervyns last year... has the plastic ass ring in the side, but looks much better on john than it ever did on me. =D
stolen from the dance last year.
and this, quite quickly, turned into me playing dress-up.
and that's about all i have to say. miami then bed. goodnight friends. <3