(no subject)
I believe the word I am looking for is a word that I can't say, for fear of judgement, for the fear of meaning it, for the fear. The third party is reading this, yes. I know this. I am fine cos I am Grettel. I am Hansel. I am the oven that sinches their bones. I have left little hints to secret words. The third party cannot decipher my secret words, nor understand the first person from which they come. God knows my delima more than I know my delima. It is with this hope that I continue to write and to pray and to ask for the one thing that I have always asked for, the one thing that I do not have.
Dear Third Party, You're a big idiot.
Dear Third Party, You're a big idiot.