Nov 03, 2004 02:19
I can't even express what i want to. i'm just too numb right now.
i wish i didn't have to go to work tomorrow so i could drink myself into oblivion. i wish i didn't have to have the inevitable conversations tomorrow whose script we already know by heart. i wish this country wasn't such a fucked up place.
i wish i knew that girl's phone number.
i wish i didn't have to spend the night alone.