insecurities and accusations
The day was long, and full of tension. Ever since 8:20 this morning, I was on the verge of tears. Feelings of anger, frustration, and confusion filled a brain that was already malfunctioning on a Monday morning. Only a hand full of people knew what was going on. I spent my whole day keeping these feelings bottled up, and once I got the chance to let a few tears go unnoticed, I didn't take the opportunity. Instead, I vented to my closest friend, realizing that the situation was no longer a matter that called for such measures. It just clicked, I don't have to take anymore, especially false accusations that are brought against me by 2 increasingly, insignificant people in my life.
People's insecurities are expressed through blame and actions they want to believe to be taking place. Funny, the joke is on them when they do not have substantial, solid evidence to prove their point. Sadly, they only have unreliable accounts of certain happenings, and the fact that I completely deny having played a part in the accusations, which is where the overwhelming sense of confusion comes in. Since everything I say and do seems to be interpreted into subconscious words or actions on my part. I have decided to cut off ties from these people. Seeing as their only motive is to bring my down into the depths of their own insecurities with them. Sorry, unfortunately for you, I'm a little smarter. I'm done.