Oct 10, 2004 23:58
Late at night, the words and understanding seem to flow through my mind. Starring at the ceiling, unable to sleep, my feelings are so loud, distracting me from the silence of complete nothingness. In these moments, I drape my arm over my teddy bear, wishing that you were here; softly, gentley running your fingers through my hair. The calming feeling that I get when your arms are around me, laying together side by side, seems so far away from me, almost unattainable anymore. Although these feelings seem to be existant only in another world, the warmth of your body and the sound of your heart beating makes me realize that in fact what exists between us is real.