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I'm still running on two different wavelengths, knowing I can't fully experience both at the same time, but still wary of going over to one side of the grass, when it might very well rot beneath my feet the instant they touch down.
But the past little while has been alright in terms of emotional stability, mostly thanks to some very good company. I've been traveling about, having fun, successfully dropping under the radar and finding my own peace. Other things, contrariwise, have not been so hot - losing my job, cited for felony, owing a lot of money, my parents being fuck-broke again, my cat dying in my arms, barely being able to afford tuition and in desperate need of money to buy glass supplies for my class.
But I'm workin' on it. Gonna fight the ticket, gonna get a job, gonna have a fan-fucking-tastic time this coming semester. Gonna save some money and help my parents pay the rent, gonna save some money so I can travel this summer with the only person in this world that makes me smile like there's no tomorrow. Gonna lay in the sun.
But the past little while has been alright in terms of emotional stability, mostly thanks to some very good company. I've been traveling about, having fun, successfully dropping under the radar and finding my own peace. Other things, contrariwise, have not been so hot - losing my job, cited for felony, owing a lot of money, my parents being fuck-broke again, my cat dying in my arms, barely being able to afford tuition and in desperate need of money to buy glass supplies for my class.
But I'm workin' on it. Gonna fight the ticket, gonna get a job, gonna have a fan-fucking-tastic time this coming semester. Gonna save some money and help my parents pay the rent, gonna save some money so I can travel this summer with the only person in this world that makes me smile like there's no tomorrow. Gonna lay in the sun.