Nov 25, 2008 21:02
I know I keep whinging on about it but I have so much work to do it hurts. The problem I have is every time I sit down to start doing something I start to panic about all the other things that I have to do, thus making any task more arduous and ten times as boring. I allow myself time for breaks and I try ot be as organised as possible, but then I'll forget something really important - like, completey forgetting to sample my maggots at a particular time - and then it all goes to hell.
I'm also not helped by the fact that I'm having no joy with my maggot project, in that most of the eggs being laid are infertile and never hatch so I keep having to abandon containers and waste expensive brain tissue and then have to wait a week before i can get any more D:
I'm actually starting to get quite depressed and frustrated. I feel like I'm at the bottom of a hole full of work that I'll never get through, I can't justify going out at the weekend even though I sit around and panic about work instead. I have a huge report to write, but I can't start it because the report I reuqested through the library hasn't arrived yet, I'm aware that I need to start writing up my project, but I can't, exams start a week early this year so less revision time, I need to start looking at funding for my MRes but I don't have time to sift through the interwebs to find places that I might be able to get money from..................
..........*cries*
help me :( :( :(
whinge