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[uumyeah]

it's beginning to be very odd to constantly exist. everyday i wake up and i think, and i have this entire complex world that no one else is aware of. it sounds simple enough and self evident, but when you think about it too hard it's really quite alienating. i freak myself out on a daily basis now. i'll be walking down the sidewalk and be fine,

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[walker1812]

"No, I did not regret the past. My regret was for the present day, for all the countless hours and days thatI have lost in mere passivity and that brought me nothing, not even the shocks of awakening."

"I found neither home nor company, nothing but a seat from which to view a stage where strange people played strange parts."

"To such men the desperate and horrible thought has come that perhaps the whole of human life is but a bad joke."

Steppenwolf by Herman Hesse

[iansjournal]

wow i'm glad to see you're thinking so much but how you approach the idea of your thoughts is seemingly negative when it should be a positive. You should love the idea of thinking thoughts others don't to approach ways people don't normally do, to see a different would could be stressful but enlightening. It would be great to see things in a different light. Have you ever looked into quantum physics? It's pretty much just that, thinking things others don't normally think and approaching things differently. If you can truely see things differently from others and you realize this world than you should realize that existence of yourself and others is solely dependent on ideas. The idea that of dieing and living has been implanted into our brains since birth and we grow to believe such things, but we can challenge these things and prove that our life is in our hands. How you live and how long you live is only a matter or perception.

[uumyeah]

oh man, i'm so interested in quantum physics. i'm an art history major, physics minor. :P

[iansjournal]

I'm so interested in quantum physics. If i can learn about it more i will. That's very cool.