i know that better things are on their way
::rocking out and having fun, living like you've just begun::
ok. it's been a while, and i have just one brief moment so i'll try to summarize/highlight as needed.
- Bryn Mawr with Kate and Philly with Meags was amazing... i needed it to be just what it was and there aren't many times i get to say that
- spoke to kristen gunning and tom (and lena haha), sorry i missed out at phil's though
- someone is not stalking me and they promised to. i think i'm almost stalking them.
- i made a new friend yesterday and now spanish is ALMOST not the worst thing that ever happened to me... yey fun boys
- speaking of Spanish, i hope my writing today kicked ass because sadly i studied and i felt prepared. new feeling for that language.
- physics blows. two periods of physics just blows longer.
- it's beautiful out and i ran home from school today, con mi ropa de deportes
- football game on Thursday... be there if you like plumes and clashing pitches
- Club Fair- saw Mess, saw Tiff. life was complete.
- talked to patty, and she's giving me till this weekend to do what i promised. i'm already feeling pressured for time. or denial. both?
- mixed feelings about my schedule for the year... i think i lost myself somewhere and i'm trying to figure out what was ever really there at all. so i'm looking somewhere new, because the only thing i want i can't have and i'm learning to want again. or people are teaching me to want again. So maybe getting down with my bad self on monday nights (lol nic) isn't so bad. No really though, i'm starting from scratch. ::clean slate:: let's see what beautifully tragic pictures i can paint.
- flower party. MY HOUSE: 7-8 tonight. if you love cookies and me, please come.
- dad bought a new car. i hope ed gets one eventually. i never plan to be home again once Nic and Ed are both driving haha
- up and down weekend including an amazing sunday afternoon. even the ups themselves were partially down haha... trying to keep a handle on the plethora of issues with a small bit of help from someone who loves me even from around the world. or too far for hugs, anyway.
- my muscles are cramping so this must get shorter
- i brought back out the car cds. i'm loving them all over again.
- i spoke to carlo and i miss him
- "and then he'll smile... his eyes light up and how can i forget... that i'm a part of that, i'm a part of that."
- certain issues are resurfacing mildly and i'm coating thick layers of defense over them. sorry if i'm distant.
- Frankie comes home soon and i miss him a shitload. call me, babe.
- ok that's all for now. i love. muchly. if in like a week or two i just fall off the face of the planet, i probably wayyy overbooked my life. that's already happening haha...
i can't wait for the weekend already.
ps- happy two year anniversary. my longest relationship. and i thought i was afraid of commitment. ::sigh::
pps- "i've traveled so far and all i've done is come back home."
((i heart)) ghandi.
ok. it's been a while, and i have just one brief moment so i'll try to summarize/highlight as needed.
- Bryn Mawr with Kate and Philly with Meags was amazing... i needed it to be just what it was and there aren't many times i get to say that
- spoke to kristen gunning and tom (and lena haha), sorry i missed out at phil's though
- someone is not stalking me and they promised to. i think i'm almost stalking them.
- i made a new friend yesterday and now spanish is ALMOST not the worst thing that ever happened to me... yey fun boys
- speaking of Spanish, i hope my writing today kicked ass because sadly i studied and i felt prepared. new feeling for that language.
- physics blows. two periods of physics just blows longer.
- it's beautiful out and i ran home from school today, con mi ropa de deportes
- football game on Thursday... be there if you like plumes and clashing pitches
- Club Fair- saw Mess, saw Tiff. life was complete.
- talked to patty, and she's giving me till this weekend to do what i promised. i'm already feeling pressured for time. or denial. both?
- mixed feelings about my schedule for the year... i think i lost myself somewhere and i'm trying to figure out what was ever really there at all. so i'm looking somewhere new, because the only thing i want i can't have and i'm learning to want again. or people are teaching me to want again. So maybe getting down with my bad self on monday nights (lol nic) isn't so bad. No really though, i'm starting from scratch. ::clean slate:: let's see what beautifully tragic pictures i can paint.
- flower party. MY HOUSE: 7-8 tonight. if you love cookies and me, please come.
- dad bought a new car. i hope ed gets one eventually. i never plan to be home again once Nic and Ed are both driving haha
- up and down weekend including an amazing sunday afternoon. even the ups themselves were partially down haha... trying to keep a handle on the plethora of issues with a small bit of help from someone who loves me even from around the world. or too far for hugs, anyway.
- my muscles are cramping so this must get shorter
- i brought back out the car cds. i'm loving them all over again.
- i spoke to carlo and i miss him
- "and then he'll smile... his eyes light up and how can i forget... that i'm a part of that, i'm a part of that."
- certain issues are resurfacing mildly and i'm coating thick layers of defense over them. sorry if i'm distant.
- Frankie comes home soon and i miss him a shitload. call me, babe.
- ok that's all for now. i love. muchly. if in like a week or two i just fall off the face of the planet, i probably wayyy overbooked my life. that's already happening haha...
i can't wait for the weekend already.
ps- happy two year anniversary. my longest relationship. and i thought i was afraid of commitment. ::sigh::
pps- "i've traveled so far and all i've done is come back home."
((i heart)) ghandi.