Aug 30, 2005 00:50
One door closes, another opens. Proverb, cliche, who cares. Fuck you? Yes. Everything happens for a reason and that is the reason I am here. That is the reason that three of the most odd and interesting people formed to make music and somehow stumbled upon the fourth piece of the chaotic puzzle. Our tour is looking like a wet paperbag being attacked by scissors. It most likely wont happen, but that is not really here nor there. A tour will happen, and it will be great. im sorry its not right now but in the grand scheme of it all, it doesnt matter. i am pleased with how hard we have worked on our record to date. i am not pleased however on how it has been sacked by the pop dumbdown. the slowing of chaos. the dulling of imagination.
im pulling the plug. its going to be mixed at another studio. going to be the best it can be and everyone shining in all their glory respectively.
i met an owner of a label today interested in checking out our album. i also got a call from LA saying how the time is now for our record and they cant wait to hear it. nothing else matters unless we unleash this animal. fuck planning your pretty little life, fuck planning everything into oblivion so everything is predictible. this is rock. be it or dont. on board or not. be the status quo or be with me and this ship that started sailing three plus years ago. it will find its place. i have zero fear.
some people also dont get the word love. I LOVE Paul DE LUCA. he is my friend. he is my bandmate, he is my guitarist and he has an amazing soul. love means seeing someone become their potential, not holding onto them because you are completely miserable and have nothing else. One thing that will always be steadfast in myself is the fact that i will defend him and those that i love with a fury and fever unbeknownst to most. wait and see. if you purposefully hurt and aim to hold someone down, watch yourself. you will not succeed and you will not go unpunished. this is a promise. love is freedom and you know nothing about what it means to truly love.