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Well, I hope you all had a great christmas....if that's your gig anyways. I did. However, something happened friday. I dont feel up to exactly going into details (and who would care anyways. Not anyone any of you...except two...would know), but I had confessed how I truly felt about someone. I had been keeping it a secret for a year. But, before you all start, you have to realize that there were WAY too many damn obstacles. It couldnt work.
Of course, the theme with people around me has been about sex....and that's getting on my nerves, so I'd like to start clearing things up.
I am not after a relationship to get laid. That's a little on the bottom end of my priorities. I know that as a guy, it's like supposed to be the first thing on my mind, is to get laid and to get drunk. But, guess what? It's not. Perhaps it's that I never had a relationship with a girl beyond a friend, a distant and rather painful one at that, but I'm more conserned about having the relationship. Constantly saying that getting me a hooker would get me to stop is kind of annoying. Of course, my dad has been getting on my nerves, too. Since I'm not like him when he was my age, groping everything with tits in sight, I must be gay. He's been making a few gay jokes at me, and I've been tempted to go off on him. But, as a friend said to me, "Would he rather be the proud father of a rapist?". I doubt it. I think he's just doing it to joke around me, hoping to lighten the mood, but it's not helping.
So, I just want to say this to get it off my chest.....
Of course, the theme with people around me has been about sex....and that's getting on my nerves, so I'd like to start clearing things up.
I am not after a relationship to get laid. That's a little on the bottom end of my priorities. I know that as a guy, it's like supposed to be the first thing on my mind, is to get laid and to get drunk. But, guess what? It's not. Perhaps it's that I never had a relationship with a girl beyond a friend, a distant and rather painful one at that, but I'm more conserned about having the relationship. Constantly saying that getting me a hooker would get me to stop is kind of annoying. Of course, my dad has been getting on my nerves, too. Since I'm not like him when he was my age, groping everything with tits in sight, I must be gay. He's been making a few gay jokes at me, and I've been tempted to go off on him. But, as a friend said to me, "Would he rather be the proud father of a rapist?". I doubt it. I think he's just doing it to joke around me, hoping to lighten the mood, but it's not helping.
So, I just want to say this to get it off my chest.....