you make me nervous

Sep 02, 2007 22:16

Ella broke up with Stephanie; I broke up with Taylor.

I don't think she will be asking me out online. I've been waiting for it all day, but I don't know why. She's not like that. She may be coming over tomorrow. I think I should ask her out then. She would love that. But that is fucking scary as hell. I'll probably be chicken shit and wuss out. >_<;; I don't know why I'm scared to do things like that with her. I know she wants me to, and she would never laugh or push me away. I guess it's just something I've acquired over the years. There have been people that have laughed or said something mean when they found out about my feelings. The thought of making the first move terrifies me.

My hands have been shaking ever since she got online. The feelings are definitely stronger than they've ever been. I hope it lasts forever.

I can't stop thinking about her. She really is beautiful.
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