I believe that lovers should be chained together

[uselessexistenc]

I really want to be with Ella right now. I think the reason I haven't been able to love her is because I haven't tried. This time (if there is a this time), I am going to try. Maybe there is a reason I keep thinking about her in that special way, even after we've broken up and we're both with someone else. Maybe there is love, screaming to be recognized.

I can feel her; I want to hold her, kiss her, make her happy. But I want it to be right.