Nov 14, 2004 14:45
[Me and My STAR]
I'm fighting to keep in mind that it's always going to be entiredly up to you.
[Oh dear God- I don't feel alive...]
Busy day today... messed up night last night...
yeah.
I realized this week Landon is probly my best friend.
sorta my only close friend who is always there... I've come to realize this... and I thank God for that kid... he is a great friend.
[A broom is dririly sweeping, up the broken pieces of yesterday's life... Somewhere a queen is weaping... somewhere a king has no wife]
I've noticed the way a lot of people look at me has changed lately... in my past this has marked great shifts in attitudes, relationships,
[well you know just what I am...]
I'm fine even if I look dead- I promise.
Just hug me, and if I turn away slap me.
I've just got so much running through this crazy disjointed and distorted head of mine... *insert SCREAM*
[see the STRANGE boy talking to his SHADOW...
...HE'S got a secret to TELL]