my fingers catch the sparks at the thought of them touching you...
nothing much matters to me, so i dont see why i should hold on so tightly...
omg what a shitty day :-\ i havent done anything! i woke up home alone, made my own breakfast, cleaned up the kitchen and did some research on my paper...omg i have never felt so bored in my life...i couldve BEEN at the beach right now if it wasnt for my stupid aunt changing her mind about me going...grrr...i seriously need to start work...ive stopped going to the hospital and i really need to go back, but im toooo lazy :-\ god i still need to decide what i want to be too...i have no idea...if im lucky maybe ill work at dairy queen? lol j/p...i know for sure im going to FIU north campus since thats where my scholarship is placed at, but i just hope my brother doesnt end up going there after his lil 'community college' thing....grrrr that would REALLY make my blood boil...lol at first i wanted to be a teacher but then im like 'naww they make at most 40,000 dollars a yr and thats too little....' but then i was like 'hmmm maybe ill move to new york and try out for some acting gigs...' but thats extremely unrealistic....:-\ GOD!!!! lol...oh oh when i was cleaning the kitchen today, i picked up the newspaper and i saw this article on britney spears from when she did her concert...OMG it was the worst review of her ive ever seen..LMAO...she deserves it cuz she isnt really much of a singer..shes more like a performer...a really slutty one too....:-\ i hate how she portrays women to be...i mean she doesnt even sing any of her actual songs, just lip syncs them.....grrr....omg whenever i mention britney spears to my mom, its soooo funny cuz shes like 'u mean the girl who dances like this??' then she starts shaking her butt and im like 'omg mom gross!' :-\ very disturbing...ANYWAYS...lol yesterday my bf and i were fighting over who loves each other more...well everyone knows i do so :-P...just to clarify things LULY LOVES NELSON MORE...lol hehe well....im sooooooo freaking god forsaken bored...lol and ummm im gonna go change the birdcage since i have nothing else to do....toodles<3
give me some rules to follow, give me some pills to swallow...
omg what a shitty day :-\ i havent done anything! i woke up home alone, made my own breakfast, cleaned up the kitchen and did some research on my paper...omg i have never felt so bored in my life...i couldve BEEN at the beach right now if it wasnt for my stupid aunt changing her mind about me going...grrr...i seriously need to start work...ive stopped going to the hospital and i really need to go back, but im toooo lazy :-\ god i still need to decide what i want to be too...i have no idea...if im lucky maybe ill work at dairy queen? lol j/p...i know for sure im going to FIU north campus since thats where my scholarship is placed at, but i just hope my brother doesnt end up going there after his lil 'community college' thing....grrrr that would REALLY make my blood boil...lol at first i wanted to be a teacher but then im like 'naww they make at most 40,000 dollars a yr and thats too little....' but then i was like 'hmmm maybe ill move to new york and try out for some acting gigs...' but thats extremely unrealistic....:-\ GOD!!!! lol...oh oh when i was cleaning the kitchen today, i picked up the newspaper and i saw this article on britney spears from when she did her concert...OMG it was the worst review of her ive ever seen..LMAO...she deserves it cuz she isnt really much of a singer..shes more like a performer...a really slutty one too....:-\ i hate how she portrays women to be...i mean she doesnt even sing any of her actual songs, just lip syncs them.....grrr....omg whenever i mention britney spears to my mom, its soooo funny cuz shes like 'u mean the girl who dances like this??' then she starts shaking her butt and im like 'omg mom gross!' :-\ very disturbing...ANYWAYS...lol yesterday my bf and i were fighting over who loves each other more...well everyone knows i do so :-P...just to clarify things LULY LOVES NELSON MORE...lol hehe well....im sooooooo freaking god forsaken bored...lol and ummm im gonna go change the birdcage since i have nothing else to do....toodles<3
give me some rules to follow, give me some pills to swallow...