calling tears from deep inside, youre so exquisite in the mirror with your midnight eyes...
you'll never find a soul inside, no life, but nothing has died...
OK well the plans for the youth fair have been cancelled because of the fact that it opens at 3 and there were certain problems because of that...:-\ so instead, we're going on friday :D but its better that way since every1 from goleman is gonna be there...so today i dont think im gonna do anything except clean the house and give my birdies a bath...lol my maid gives her birds a bath in her shower but im not crazy enough to do that :-\ im just gonna take them outside and hose down the cage with them in it :D lol...oh yeah, and henry comes back from orlando today :@ he better not freaking call me cuz im not picking up my phone...lol dayreem might come over today since her mom's working and her dad is going over to some house to go get drunk at....sooo basically she has nowhere to go :-\ i kinda feel bad for her since she feels closer to my mom and i than she does to her own family...yesterday i wasnt home most of the day cuz i was out with dayana...we went to boomers for about 3 hrs and hung out...we met some new people who were really nice....this one guy wanted my address so he could come see me cuz he supposedly 'wanted 2 get 2 know me' but we all know what that means...:@ grrrrr and im like 'ooo sorry i have a bf' and he was all :'( lol...yeah but its true, i do have a bf who actually doesnt wanna use me for sex so too bad for him...oh yeah, speaking of my bf, when i went to the sats on saturday, i told my dad that he was coming 2 see me in the summer and i thought my dad was gonna be all 'nooo he cant cuz of this and that' but instead he was all 'ohh thats good, hes nice and everything' so im all :D hehehehe...anyways, britney spears came last night to the american airlines arena to do a lil show too but the tickets sold out in 20min...plus i didnt really wanna go cuz shes slutty (like my mom says).....lol yeah but other than that, nothing else has been exciting except i brought my B up in english to an A....im proud of myself cuz that class is so fucking hard and i work my ass off so i think i deserve that A.....OH YEAH something did happen that kinda pissed me off...i called my bitchy aunt yesterday to see when i start packing my stuff for the beach...well shes like 'oooo i thought u werent going since u were going to the youth fair, so i only rented one room' :-O u should have seen my face on the phone...i was pissed off, really aggrivated and everything else that comes along with being really disappointed and angry...that was the one thing i was really looking forward to this spring break cuz i was gonna be with jasmine and no one else...god i knew i shouldve never trusted my aunt...she probably did it on purpose since she basically hates me...i swear everytime she talks with my mom, its like 'oh luly is this..luly is that'....:@ oh and guess who had to be the one to tell jasmine i wasnt going? thats right, me...so i called her and she was like 'no luly ur going im gonna call abuela now and tell her ur going' and when she called me back, she was crying :'( my aunt mustve bitched her out too telling her 'no luly cant go because she has nowhere to sleep and blah blah blah'....so yeah thats basically how yesterday and today have been....im gonna watch some t.v. before i clean up and ill get back on later....toodles<3
asphyxiate on words i would say, im drawn to a blackened sky as i turn blue...
OK well the plans for the youth fair have been cancelled because of the fact that it opens at 3 and there were certain problems because of that...:-\ so instead, we're going on friday :D but its better that way since every1 from goleman is gonna be there...so today i dont think im gonna do anything except clean the house and give my birdies a bath...lol my maid gives her birds a bath in her shower but im not crazy enough to do that :-\ im just gonna take them outside and hose down the cage with them in it :D lol...oh yeah, and henry comes back from orlando today :@ he better not freaking call me cuz im not picking up my phone...lol dayreem might come over today since her mom's working and her dad is going over to some house to go get drunk at....sooo basically she has nowhere to go :-\ i kinda feel bad for her since she feels closer to my mom and i than she does to her own family...yesterday i wasnt home most of the day cuz i was out with dayana...we went to boomers for about 3 hrs and hung out...we met some new people who were really nice....this one guy wanted my address so he could come see me cuz he supposedly 'wanted 2 get 2 know me' but we all know what that means...:@ grrrrr and im like 'ooo sorry i have a bf' and he was all :'( lol...yeah but its true, i do have a bf who actually doesnt wanna use me for sex so too bad for him...oh yeah, speaking of my bf, when i went to the sats on saturday, i told my dad that he was coming 2 see me in the summer and i thought my dad was gonna be all 'nooo he cant cuz of this and that' but instead he was all 'ohh thats good, hes nice and everything' so im all :D hehehehe...anyways, britney spears came last night to the american airlines arena to do a lil show too but the tickets sold out in 20min...plus i didnt really wanna go cuz shes slutty (like my mom says).....lol yeah but other than that, nothing else has been exciting except i brought my B up in english to an A....im proud of myself cuz that class is so fucking hard and i work my ass off so i think i deserve that A.....OH YEAH something did happen that kinda pissed me off...i called my bitchy aunt yesterday to see when i start packing my stuff for the beach...well shes like 'oooo i thought u werent going since u were going to the youth fair, so i only rented one room' :-O u should have seen my face on the phone...i was pissed off, really aggrivated and everything else that comes along with being really disappointed and angry...that was the one thing i was really looking forward to this spring break cuz i was gonna be with jasmine and no one else...god i knew i shouldve never trusted my aunt...she probably did it on purpose since she basically hates me...i swear everytime she talks with my mom, its like 'oh luly is this..luly is that'....:@ oh and guess who had to be the one to tell jasmine i wasnt going? thats right, me...so i called her and she was like 'no luly ur going im gonna call abuela now and tell her ur going' and when she called me back, she was crying :'( my aunt mustve bitched her out too telling her 'no luly cant go because she has nowhere to sleep and blah blah blah'....so yeah thats basically how yesterday and today have been....im gonna watch some t.v. before i clean up and ill get back on later....toodles<3
asphyxiate on words i would say, im drawn to a blackened sky as i turn blue...