for those who still read and care (as in no-one)
once i finish work tomorrow morning i have more blood tests to find out if my liver is fucked or not
i have a feeling next time i'm on days, as in next week, i'm gonna be asked to speak with the head of ops.. one of those "got to do better or your out" chats.. if i'm lucky that is, i'm expecting to be fired every single day i go into work.
i'm close to a complete and total mental breakdown. i can feel it at the edges of my sanity, nibbling away like some kind insanity hamster, chewing away my reason.
if i get fired i have nothing left here.. nothing to tie me to where i am.
how easy is it to actually buy a handgun illegally in the UK? only need one bullet right?
"It's better to burn out than to fade away."
i have a feeling next time i'm on days, as in next week, i'm gonna be asked to speak with the head of ops.. one of those "got to do better or your out" chats.. if i'm lucky that is, i'm expecting to be fired every single day i go into work.
i'm close to a complete and total mental breakdown. i can feel it at the edges of my sanity, nibbling away like some kind insanity hamster, chewing away my reason.
if i get fired i have nothing left here.. nothing to tie me to where i am.
how easy is it to actually buy a handgun illegally in the UK? only need one bullet right?
"It's better to burn out than to fade away."