love is........
knowing no-one gives a fuck
knowing that people will fuck you over at every chance for the slightest benifit to them
knowing that no matter how much you do, no matter how hard you try, everyone hates you anyway
knowing that if you dropped down dead people would complain they'd have to pick up your slack
living on painkillers for 4 months
owning a mobile/cell phone that everyone has the number for and no-one ever contacts you on.
tell me? can you feel the love yet?
forgive my crankyness, i'm in a great deal of pain due to something which may be an abcess forming at the base of my spine thats open and bleeding constantly, something wrong with my ankle/foot and locked muscles in my back. so far this year has not been good or kind to me. for a few moments tonight i contemplated becoming an alcoholic, before realising that was just plain dumb. there are faster and more interesting ways to kill yourself slowly *takes another toke on his cigarette*
my life is stuck in a suck cycle and something needs to give. i'm putting my money on my mind, thats where the smart money is, its on its last legs anyway.
good to see you all, know your lives are going better than mine, hope it stays that way for y'all.
this is greg signing out for the last time, i needs me pills, and plenty ofs dem.
knowing that people will fuck you over at every chance for the slightest benifit to them
knowing that no matter how much you do, no matter how hard you try, everyone hates you anyway
knowing that if you dropped down dead people would complain they'd have to pick up your slack
living on painkillers for 4 months
owning a mobile/cell phone that everyone has the number for and no-one ever contacts you on.
tell me? can you feel the love yet?
forgive my crankyness, i'm in a great deal of pain due to something which may be an abcess forming at the base of my spine thats open and bleeding constantly, something wrong with my ankle/foot and locked muscles in my back. so far this year has not been good or kind to me. for a few moments tonight i contemplated becoming an alcoholic, before realising that was just plain dumb. there are faster and more interesting ways to kill yourself slowly *takes another toke on his cigarette*
my life is stuck in a suck cycle and something needs to give. i'm putting my money on my mind, thats where the smart money is, its on its last legs anyway.
good to see you all, know your lives are going better than mine, hope it stays that way for y'all.
this is greg signing out for the last time, i needs me pills, and plenty ofs dem.