The Woes of Lacking a Driver's License...
And being too shy to - or rather not trusting in the Lord enough, I guess, to call my home teacher late at night asking for a ride. See, the thing is he usually calls me Saturday evenings to see if I need a ride… that didn’t happen this week. And I was too shy/thinking to myself “what if he’s out of town this week?” to take the initiative and call him myself. And I haven’t heard from my Visiting Teachers since one of them got married, so I don’t even know if I have the same ones anymore - and my VT companion has her grandparents over from Iowa, so yeah, I wasn’t about to burden her by asking for a ride.
But after listening to a few talks on BYUTV (because I am a nerd and whenever I’m faced with missing church and I’m at home I watch BYUTV much of the day), and some personal reflection, I think I just wasn’t trusting the Lord enough to have faith that out of whomever I called, that at least one person would be willing and able to pick me up on the way to church. Which makes me feel even worse.
Or maybe this is just one of those instances in which I live and learn. Yeah, that’s probably it.
So… not sure there’s much for me to blog about this week, other than that. Unless I were to talk about some of the strange dreams I’ve been having lately, like the one with a close friend of mine moving to China with her family (and I was there for some strange reason), but I don’t want to bore you guys with that/burden you with the strange, lucid thoughts of my subconscious. But seriously, why were there Len/Rin implications in my dream last night?! I don’t even SHIP those two as a couple!
And it’s obvious I have too much time on my hands when I’m taking random pictures of my kittens with my phone and sending them to my laptop. I mean, the pic didn’t even turn out that clear at all. Meh, such are the ramblings of a socially awkward teenager.
But after listening to a few talks on BYUTV (because I am a nerd and whenever I’m faced with missing church and I’m at home I watch BYUTV much of the day), and some personal reflection, I think I just wasn’t trusting the Lord enough to have faith that out of whomever I called, that at least one person would be willing and able to pick me up on the way to church. Which makes me feel even worse.
Or maybe this is just one of those instances in which I live and learn. Yeah, that’s probably it.
So… not sure there’s much for me to blog about this week, other than that. Unless I were to talk about some of the strange dreams I’ve been having lately, like the one with a close friend of mine moving to China with her family (and I was there for some strange reason), but I don’t want to bore you guys with that/burden you with the strange, lucid thoughts of my subconscious. But seriously, why were there Len/Rin implications in my dream last night?! I don’t even SHIP those two as a couple!
And it’s obvious I have too much time on my hands when I’m taking random pictures of my kittens with my phone and sending them to my laptop. I mean, the pic didn’t even turn out that clear at all. Meh, such are the ramblings of a socially awkward teenager.