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May 20, 2009 21:08

Nostalgia... too much... too soon... why the heck are pretty much all of my memories of elementary, junior high and high school flashing before my eyes NOW?! Isn't that not supposed to happen until I walk tomorrow night? If I walk...? (still kinda scared that, though I'm pretty dang positive my debt is clear or I wouldn't have been able to get my cap and gown, yearbook, etc, that they'll find some odd out-there debt against me - they BETTER not make me pay for that damaged book back in Algebra 1 - that was entirely the septic tank! ... and I suppose me too for having it on low ground. Still mostly the septic going 'splodey that caused it. But they didn't make me pay for it back then, so...)

But on a brighter (or more depressing) note, I technically no longer have any classes in high school. I don't know if I should be relieved or prepared to write rants akin to some
loveless_zero has been writing of late some years down the line when I'm in BYU and having to write a ten-page essay or dealing with even crazier teachers than the sort you find on the high school level. And I semi-envy Rae. She took AP English this year and is taking it next year - she knows already a taste of what college is gonna be like. I, being the idiot who was afraid of damaging my GPA, not only chose not to take Trig (a mistake I KNOW will kill me next year. Remedial classes... *shudder*), but declined my American Lit teacher's invitation to take AP this year in case I couldn't handle it! When since I'd already adjusted to the teacher's style (the American Lit teacher also teaches senior AP, that's part of why he specifically asked me to take it), and the fact that he wouldn't have recommended the class to me if he didn't believe I was capable! D: mistakes I hope my kids don't make when they get to high school - if I get as far as marriage and family.

Well, I guess I gotta go to bed - graduation rehearsal in the morning.

graduation, rant, nostalgia

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