We all go through changes...
NYC was fun. Didn't get into Juilliard, but I'm not sad. Honestly, I'm not even interested in MSM so much, so I think that IU is looking like the best choice. I'm hoping money works out.
I have too much work to do. My voice teacher decided that changing half of my recital at this point was a very good idea. I beg to differ. However, I don't really have choice if I want to graduate.
I auditioned randomly for a program in DC and was given Sara in Ragtime and the cover of Suor Angelica. I want to take it so bad, but I don't know how I'm going to pay for it. This sort of thing sucks. Stacey is graduating and wanting to go to college and that will make 3 children in college, and one of them will be in graduate school. It's a blessing, but money seems to always be an issue. Please pray for me. This is an incredible oppurtunity.
I'm really tired of always being the one, but never really being enough. I guess what this means is I'm tired of the role I've been playing in the lixes of the men I've dated in the past few years.
I'm so close to so many things in my life. I just feel like I'm getting in the way of what I really want to do, where I really need to be, and the person I truly am somtimes. I know that once I get out of this transitional period, I'll breathe a sigh of relief and it'll seem like it never happened. I know my life can seem a little melodramatic. It's almost like my life is crashing down around me. The truth of the matter is, no, it's not. It's just change is always hard to adjust to. I'm so grateful that I know my change will be for the better. I just have to trust that this all has a supreme purpose for my growth as an individual.
I have too much work to do. My voice teacher decided that changing half of my recital at this point was a very good idea. I beg to differ. However, I don't really have choice if I want to graduate.
I auditioned randomly for a program in DC and was given Sara in Ragtime and the cover of Suor Angelica. I want to take it so bad, but I don't know how I'm going to pay for it. This sort of thing sucks. Stacey is graduating and wanting to go to college and that will make 3 children in college, and one of them will be in graduate school. It's a blessing, but money seems to always be an issue. Please pray for me. This is an incredible oppurtunity.
I'm really tired of always being the one, but never really being enough. I guess what this means is I'm tired of the role I've been playing in the lixes of the men I've dated in the past few years.
I'm so close to so many things in my life. I just feel like I'm getting in the way of what I really want to do, where I really need to be, and the person I truly am somtimes. I know that once I get out of this transitional period, I'll breathe a sigh of relief and it'll seem like it never happened. I know my life can seem a little melodramatic. It's almost like my life is crashing down around me. The truth of the matter is, no, it's not. It's just change is always hard to adjust to. I'm so grateful that I know my change will be for the better. I just have to trust that this all has a supreme purpose for my growth as an individual.