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i don't know.
Robert's funeral is at 10:00am on thursday.
why is this so hard? i didn't know him THAT well. i guess it just reminds me of josh.
i keep crying and i feel like i helped him feel the way he did.
self-inflicted gunshot wound. why?
people at this stupid school are so mean. yesterday, someone said that it was GOOD that he shot himself, bitch. he doesn't know what he is saying.
i hate this, i hate how i feel. i hate crying in front of people. i hate it when they ask me what's wrong. i hate it when i can't answer and i only cry harder. i hate suicide. i hate feeling so much pain.
i love aj. i love amber.
i'm sorry amy.
Robert's funeral is at 10:00am on thursday.
why is this so hard? i didn't know him THAT well. i guess it just reminds me of josh.
i keep crying and i feel like i helped him feel the way he did.
self-inflicted gunshot wound. why?
people at this stupid school are so mean. yesterday, someone said that it was GOOD that he shot himself, bitch. he doesn't know what he is saying.
i hate this, i hate how i feel. i hate crying in front of people. i hate it when they ask me what's wrong. i hate it when i can't answer and i only cry harder. i hate suicide. i hate feeling so much pain.
i love aj. i love amber.
i'm sorry amy.