Dec 05, 2005 05:48
There was a boy . he had given me a couple rides home and was nice to me. over the weekend he shot himself. what was he thinking when he did it? i was going to ask him for a ride home today. Robert had alot of friends. i don't understand it. he was nice to me. hmmm... he was pretty well known. i don't know what i feel right now other than shock. he was so nice. i don't like alot of people that i go to school with, but he was nice. what was going through his mind? how long has this been going on? i don't get it.
i love you all so much.
i'm so sorry for what i've done.