you fucked up

Aug 20, 2004 15:39

Sometimes in life you get to the point where you say "fuck everyone, and everything!" and then you kill yourself because your pathetic and you suck. I am about 3 inches from that. No matter what I do, I seem to piss someone off.

When I piss people off, they decide to fuck my shit up big time. Nice defence assholes. So now my life has to be fucking ruined because my brother wants to kill you your dumbass. YOU FUCKED UP THIS TIME. You'll see what I mean within the next month. :-)

Quite honestly, I'd rather be cutting my fucking wrists and dieing, rather than sitting around letting people do the bullshit to me. I suppose I might bring it on myself, but on the otherhand, I'm supposed ot be making myself happy. I AM NOT HAPPY.

I am selfish, and I know it. I hate people I shouldnt hate, and I know it. One thing I do right, is love.

Maybe I love too much, maybe it's not enough, maybe I should stop, maybe I should keep aimlessly going. Maybe I'm fucking stupid.

MAYBE I'M DEAD.
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