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[uriskphooka]

so. new boyfriend seems to have awful past relationship, drama, that has now been incorporated into my seemingly dull life.

is he abusive?
is he manipulative?

he claims he´s not.
outside voices say he is.

fuck me, and all this shit supposedly happened three years ago.

so then there´s this:

should i trust him, despite the fact that i keep hearing rumors of his abusive, crazy style?
although, i´ve never seen it first hand, and in fact, get another vibe from him.

and if it all happened three years ago, what should i do?

for now, i´m just going to trust my own instincts and the moment he switches from cool, to crazy, i´m dipping out.

or am i just an idiot?