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It hit me today. How dark I am.
I thought for a split second...how and why is this affecting me?
Roll off, like a rollie-pollie.
I thought...how strange, how weird. You.
The very essence of what is wrong with humanity.
I thought, it's you. Yourself, alone. You.
You're a coward. Too afraid to be alone, too nervous to be timid.
You'd rather choke than skip to the place you rot in.
You'd rather curl up your tongue and and exchange a loaded bullet with the innocent by-stander..
I don't fathom.
I can't fathom.
I won't fathom.
It hit me today, that my bleak refined imagine of you is just that--bleak.
and it'll always be that way.
I thought for a split second...how and why is this affecting me?
Roll off, like a rollie-pollie.
I thought...how strange, how weird. You.
The very essence of what is wrong with humanity.
I thought, it's you. Yourself, alone. You.
You're a coward. Too afraid to be alone, too nervous to be timid.
You'd rather choke than skip to the place you rot in.
You'd rather curl up your tongue and and exchange a loaded bullet with the innocent by-stander..
I don't fathom.
I can't fathom.
I won't fathom.
It hit me today, that my bleak refined imagine of you is just that--bleak.
and it'll always be that way.