I'll make the best of what we got
Wellllllll
I have been nothing short of amazing. Except for the past 3 weeks on the verge of crying. but i deff let that out very very early sunday in the am. hahah man i suck. I feel sorry for greggers for having to deal with it, but hes cute and held me. I have just been thinking alot about how much my life has changed in the past months. Emotionally. I have grew so much, but along with that friendships grew apart. I know that is part of life, but I can't(don't want) it to happen and to deal with it. I am not complaining, because this summer I made some amazing new friends. I just miss the old ones. Like asia, but I know she will always be there. we're kind of funny we manage to drift into eachothers lives when we need eachother. and then apart and then together again. Erica. I will always consider my best friend. because she was amazing and helped me out so much, but we barely speak. And I don't know what i did wrong with shawn. We were almost like twins, and now we don't talk. I haven't seen her in 2 months. I know this is just part of life, but I don't like it. Besides just thinking about things like that, and having them all hit me at once, I am fantastic.
My friends are amazing. And we won't see eachother that much, but when we do it is awesome. I mean passing out balloons. haha who does that.
surprisingly things with the fam have been good. except for my sister being selfish. i already vented on that.
I am currently copying off of miss marie, and trying to improve myself, studying more, excercising, and no drinking, and dealing with issues i need to.
and lastly, because I am such a girl
that boy makes me soooooo freaking happy. i got 27 more days to be super happy, and cuddle with him. and then i will still be the same just no one to cuddle. but it's ok. because it will have been the best 2 months (minus 6 days) in a long while. So basically he is an amazing guy, and is exactly what i needed whether or not i want to admitt it. It seems like it was the final thing i need to realize i am practically 100% better. And I am proud to say that. I don't know what will happen with me and that boy, but i hope somthing good in the future.
well time for sweet dreams of
my amazing ladies and that awesome boy
aka bjork, lil kim, melissa, and my little marine.
hope everyone is doing wonderful
I have been nothing short of amazing. Except for the past 3 weeks on the verge of crying. but i deff let that out very very early sunday in the am. hahah man i suck. I feel sorry for greggers for having to deal with it, but hes cute and held me. I have just been thinking alot about how much my life has changed in the past months. Emotionally. I have grew so much, but along with that friendships grew apart. I know that is part of life, but I can't(don't want) it to happen and to deal with it. I am not complaining, because this summer I made some amazing new friends. I just miss the old ones. Like asia, but I know she will always be there. we're kind of funny we manage to drift into eachothers lives when we need eachother. and then apart and then together again. Erica. I will always consider my best friend. because she was amazing and helped me out so much, but we barely speak. And I don't know what i did wrong with shawn. We were almost like twins, and now we don't talk. I haven't seen her in 2 months. I know this is just part of life, but I don't like it. Besides just thinking about things like that, and having them all hit me at once, I am fantastic.
My friends are amazing. And we won't see eachother that much, but when we do it is awesome. I mean passing out balloons. haha who does that.
surprisingly things with the fam have been good. except for my sister being selfish. i already vented on that.
I am currently copying off of miss marie, and trying to improve myself, studying more, excercising, and no drinking, and dealing with issues i need to.
and lastly, because I am such a girl
that boy makes me soooooo freaking happy. i got 27 more days to be super happy, and cuddle with him. and then i will still be the same just no one to cuddle. but it's ok. because it will have been the best 2 months (minus 6 days) in a long while. So basically he is an amazing guy, and is exactly what i needed whether or not i want to admitt it. It seems like it was the final thing i need to realize i am practically 100% better. And I am proud to say that. I don't know what will happen with me and that boy, but i hope somthing good in the future.
well time for sweet dreams of
my amazing ladies and that awesome boy
aka bjork, lil kim, melissa, and my little marine.
hope everyone is doing wonderful