I am scared
I just got up. I talked to my girlfriend (I am not even sure she still is). I think she does not want me anymore but have not said so clearly. She said our age difference was a big problem among other things...
I went to bed at 9pm. I just had a nightmare that scared me, because I acted in it like a madman who finally went to commit suicide. That scared the hell out of me. That is really not like me and I hope it does not turn to that.
I really need to talk to her. I dont want it to end like this, especially not after that dream.
I went to bed at 9pm. I just had a nightmare that scared me, because I acted in it like a madman who finally went to commit suicide. That scared the hell out of me. That is really not like me and I hope it does not turn to that.
I really need to talk to her. I dont want it to end like this, especially not after that dream.