Nov 08, 2005 22:54
Ok so i have a lot to write about since i havent done it in days and a lot has happened. So I'll start with what I've been up to. On friday I felt so violated. I found out who my internt stalker was. I was really conviced that I knew the person for all the information that this person knew and I also believed that Ashley Jessie and Kirsten were all talking shit about me. I even broke me long term silence to Jessie craven to give her my opinion on the comments i thought she was making. Only to find out she never said it and I had to apologize. I'll admit when I wrong and i will say sorry but i hate it and to do have to say sorry to her of all people. Anyways so what happen was this guy IMed telling me that Jessie Ashley and Kirsten all told him that I would sleep with him if he IMed me. Then I asked how this came about and he is like i ran into them at a party. I was like the 3 of them were together ready to call his bluff. He is like no Jessie and Ashley were together I met kirsten later. (for those of you that dont know that is a very likely story) And then told me that Ashley was the one that showed him the pic which out of the 3 she would have one. And kirsten gave him the sn which is also the one to pick for that story. Then I told him sorry they were just being mean and caty cause we were no longer friends then he went into krista and her dog. I was like how do you know about that. He is like i meant them before. Then He said he dated amanda watkins and knew scott I was like omg this is dustin messing with me after all this time he found me. I was really kind of excited. I liked dustin as a friend he was scotts cousin he was a lot fun. Then he asked me about brad and then nothing made sense any more. cause anyone that knows about kirsten and another fact he said about lisa and the nickname cherry doesnt really know about brad. So I spent so long trying to figure out who this guy was. Then he is like I'll give you hints Spring break 04, breads, halloween decorating and mother flethcers. I was like I would think your someone I went on spring break with other then the fact I didnt decorate for halloween with any of them. So then I accused the guy of being ashley and telling her she had a lot of nerve. Once i decided it wasnt her he asked if I had ever watched the usual suspects. I'm like no. He told me to watch it it would explain everything. He was this one guy in the movie the main guy i guess (i forget the name now) So i called krista and she told me who this guy was and how he got his information. The guys spends the whole movie convicing the cops it was someone else or something like that and he gets his info from the room. So me being dense wa like is this nikki (my sister thinking she was using my bedroom) He is like I'll give you one more hint COllage life at MSU once he said that I figured it out he got all the information from captions on pics on my community webshots pics. He wasnt even talking about jessie craven he was talking about my cousin. This guy is sick. I was so violated. He is like its your fault. I'm like yup I begged you to play mind games with me. He is like you put up all the info I'm like for my friends to read. captions make the pics more fun. I wanted to kick this guys ass.
Well that was the start of my friday night. Rach katie and I all went to the bank then to olive garden. We had an ass of a waiter but what ever. after that we went to the hockey game breezy had joined us. It was such an intense game. State won in over time!!! We came back to the dorms and got drunk. Katie was very entertaining and a lot of fun. We went over to wilson to visit this one guy. He was kind of cute in my opinion. Rach and I did shot for shot of their popvo...lets just say i was very drunk when we left.
Saturday I got up pretty early with no hang over!! That was exciting. Jessie from state and i went shopping to find her a club outfit. I'm pretty sure she tried on 100+ shirts. I brought too many things for how much money I have/had. Jessie and i ended up getting the same pants. They are sooo cute. I got back and went to my orgo review...boring. After that i stopped by to see brad since i was right there. I got back and hung out till I had to go pick up Rach and Katie from the hockey game cause we were going to take katie home then go to clutch cargo while we were there. I even called and told kristen to meet us there. Well some where in the first 5 mins of picking up matt we werent going to the club anymore. I felt so bad casue kristen had just gotten there and stuff. I was going to meet her out there since we took my car but she told me not to worry about which probably worked out better for both of us cause i would have gotten lost getting there. Well I hate blowing people off like i was worried she was so mad that i ended up crying dont ask me why it seems stupid but that is what happened. We stayed that the party in sterling heights for a little while then drove back to state. I still cant believe that rach found her way back to katies house (katie stayed at the party) We seemed to drive forever. The way back was a little less scary since we didnt play chicken with a semi and nearly lose like katie did on the way down!! I usually dont say anything about anyones driving or anything like that but she was driving my car and i was a little nervous.
Sunday I worked at the ice arena. i havent worked there in forever. i kind of missed it. It is a lot of fun working there. This one guy from the pro shop told me I was his favorite consessions worker. lol. After work brad came over for dinner. i tried talking him into buying me that snowglobe i want I dont think its going to happen. After that I studied stats. Then went to bed.
Monday I slept through CSE kind of wish I hadnt since i found out our BT (test kind of) is the next class. o well. Went to physics. Then took my 2nd stats mid term. The first part was really easy and the second part was hard I either did really well or really bad cause i did everything the same. Then i went over to shaw to see brad for dinner and he pissed me off so I guess we are not talking again. The sad thing is I dont think he cares. We'll see if I get a call like last time. I came back and studied orgo pretty much the rest of the night.
Today I failed orgo but i dont think i failed as bad as last time. Then I had recitation for physics which took all of 20 mins which was nice. Then I had lab and i was in such a good mood i didnt even mind lab today even if it did take all 3 hours. I told my mom about this jacket I wanted for x-mas but they only had one left in my size so she should call the store and see if they would send it to her. Well she called me today and said she thought about it and she would just buy it for me as a feel good gift since I've been so stressed so she put the money in my account and I went to the mall and got it today!! I love my mom some times. I'm at work now covering a shift. I need to be making that extra cash for x-mas coming up.
I'm really excited for me. I decided after everything that happened this summer and early fall I was no longer in love with Scott. Well I found out the other day I'm not in denial. Richlene and Scott both told me about his new g/f and I didnt care and i wasnt jealous. Scott told her about me and I guess she has a problem with me which sucks. I just got him back as a friend and now i might lose him. I may not be in love with him but he is fun to be with and i do love him as a friend I would do anything for him.
I havent worked out in forever and I'm feeling really chucky/pudgey. I need to start making time for the gym again now that I'm done with mid terms!
I think this one is long enough!