When can I stop crying over you?
Miss Maya. Re says something about her, and I cry. I say something about her, and she cries. *blah. I did the same thing when Kokie died, I'm still doing the same thing about Kokie. Some pets aren't just pets, they influence your life so much, and leave you better than you were before you knew them!
I said to Nate before, "Why do people say, "It's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all?" b/c I don't know if getting these cats, and falling in love with them, then knowing I have to find them another home, would had been any better than if we never got them at all." I don't know if we should had taken them or not. I wanted to help Loki and Angel. So we did, but I wish sometimes we wouldn't had, and that I had just gone with her to take them to a shelter or something, b/c now that I have them, I love them SOOO much, (Yuri is sooo worth it alone!), and I can't imgine taking them to a shelter, and watching their eyes get soo big with fear and as if saying "no, mommie, don't leave me here!". I don't want to do that, I wish somehow the Lord would provide an alternitive. I love these cats, and Loki does too. And b/c I love her as a dear friend, I don't want to get rid of [our] cats. :'(
HELP GOD!!!
On a happier note...I found something that I may be able to do for halloween! B/c Granny and Papa are coming up to see us on the 30th, we can't do anything, BUT there is hope! On friday, the 29th, the Ren. Fest is having a "Boo and Brew" so 18 and up can get in! And if you pay for a $20 party ticket, you get a Ren. Fest ticket free! I really would love to go!
Well, I'm gonna go for now, love you all, jes.
I said to Nate before, "Why do people say, "It's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all?" b/c I don't know if getting these cats, and falling in love with them, then knowing I have to find them another home, would had been any better than if we never got them at all." I don't know if we should had taken them or not. I wanted to help Loki and Angel. So we did, but I wish sometimes we wouldn't had, and that I had just gone with her to take them to a shelter or something, b/c now that I have them, I love them SOOO much, (Yuri is sooo worth it alone!), and I can't imgine taking them to a shelter, and watching their eyes get soo big with fear and as if saying "no, mommie, don't leave me here!". I don't want to do that, I wish somehow the Lord would provide an alternitive. I love these cats, and Loki does too. And b/c I love her as a dear friend, I don't want to get rid of [our] cats. :'(
HELP GOD!!!
On a happier note...I found something that I may be able to do for halloween! B/c Granny and Papa are coming up to see us on the 30th, we can't do anything, BUT there is hope! On friday, the 29th, the Ren. Fest is having a "Boo and Brew" so 18 and up can get in! And if you pay for a $20 party ticket, you get a Ren. Fest ticket free! I really would love to go!
Well, I'm gonna go for now, love you all, jes.