Oct 24, 2004 15:12
"He said loudly: "I just wanted to know if you'd marry me?" "If you weren't interested in marrying me, then there's no point in dating. That wastes a shitload of time."" hehe, it's something along those lines. ("Diary")
*sigh, i dunno why, i'm already having a bad day. probally b/c i haven't eatten ANYTHING and it's 3.15 now. we don't have much food to eat at the house, and what we do, you have to get out of the closet that smells sooooooooooooooooooooo bad. nate is at work, he'll be off at 8, or before perhaps. he told me to eat, so i will. i don't know where. i think i want to go to buguers bagles, whatever the name is. ya know we used to have one up yonder in hendersonville.
and i went over to the dinner, (nate's other, and new job) to give him some medicine for his acid reflex, so when i got there, (I understand that they're busy,) but there were people sitting around, that I know, and they know me, but still they didn't say hello or anything. It didn't make me feel all that grand. So that partically got me in my bitchy mood. Then Nate came out and ploped down, and I saw his face, (of hurt and upsetment,) and I asked, "What? What's wrong, you were just fine a minute ago..." he's like, "no I'm not, I just put on a fake smile to make 'em happy, blah blah blah." his knee is hurting like shit galore. so that doesn't make me feel good that he is hurting bad.
and then...leaving the dinner parking lot, someone pulls out in front of me. and who is it....vivian's granddaughter (nate's boss). I'm thinkin' shit....but if she ever asks, or says anything about it, well then, I will explain, she FUCKIN' PULLED OUT IN FRONT OF ME!
I think I am going to go to the "mighty dollar," get nate some more tagament hd stuff for his acid reflex, and go get some grub, and umm...go home and play the sims!
OOOOOOOOOOOOH OH OH...we got a gamecube now too! Nate wanted to get one with his refund check from the govt. (for school,) so yeah! Needless to say, we got one, and he got only boy games, so i went into the ebgames store, (by myself...) :p (wish I were with nate there, all men, no girls....pttt) and got the "Sims Bustin' Out!" hehe. the graphics on gamecube is sooooooooooooooooooo much better than that of playstation. but hey, we got us a dvd player with the playstation too! hehe.
ok, going to store, eat, home to study and call tim! i love you all and miss you guys!
HAVE A SMASHING PUMPKIN SEASON!